Wednesday, June 3, 2009

do u believe in ghosts ?


yeah, do you .. ?

i've felt their presence.. and i've seen them in the middle of the night in my room.
but most people tell me that i was just tired. My brain were playing tricks on me..

naughty brain?

about 5 or 6 years ago when i was still in form1, i was constantly being disturbed by these things..

i cant even describe it in words. sometimes in the middle of the night.. and sometimes in the middle of broad day light.

fucked up?

sometimes i wake up in the middle of the night, n i see a figure on top of me, and i go screaming.. and my dad will come and try to calm me down, telling me its nothing. Thats cuz he doesnt see it, but i do..

this went on and on.. sometimes twice a week, sometimes 3 times a week.

i was going crazy.. i didnt tell anybody in school, i was afraid they'd think im psycho.. only my family knew about this.

was i sick?

sometimes this happens in the afternoon when i was napping. ok im pretty sure they're not nightmares.. it was as real as fuck. This thing that disturbs me.. sometimes shakes the bed and make me wanna puke.. sometimes just holding me down.. basically makes me lose my mind.

this went on for about a year.. and there was nothing i could do.

so my mom decided to get a priest/pastor to come, and pray for me.. and pray for our house.

and fortunately.. after that afternoon when the pastor came, i was never disturbed ever again.

can somebody explain this to me? was i sick.. or was i going through puberty..? lol or was i mind-fucking myself..

...bye!

p/s.. the picture is totally unrelated..