trapped in an elevator for 41 hours..

i think some of u heard of this lol.

some new yorker works on the 43rd floor of a building. it was arnd 11pm at night when
he wanted a cigarette after working til over time.

so he headed downstairs to smoke.. lol.

when he was done, he went back to the lift n pressed button 43. the elevator went up to
39th floor n stopped. n the nightmare began

more about this..

http://tinyurl.com/572u5f

man if that aint fucked up, then idk what fucked up means.
40 fucking hours man.. haha. im surprised he remained calm.. LOL.

if it was me.. i wudve went nuts n probably piss and shit at every corner of that cubical.

...bye!

looking for hope.. ?

when ur on the way back home.. driving pass your neighbours house at night, u notice
that their lights are out. Even the street light is out.

u tell urself.. "oh black out.."

when u reach home.. do u still try to turn on the lights? knowing that it wont come on?

thinking to urself.. "who knows.. maybe our house got electric leh.."

i do..

and im bored.

...bye!

do u believe in ghosts ?

yeah, do you .. ?

i've felt their presence.. and i've seen them in the middle of the night in my room.
but most people tell me that i was just tired. My brain were playing tricks on me..

naughty brain?

about 5 or 6 years ago when i was still in form1, i was constantly being disturbed by these things..

i cant even describe it in words. sometimes in the middle of the night.. and sometimes in the middle of broad day light.

fucked up?

sometimes i wake up in the middle of the night, n i see a figure on top of me, and i go screaming.. and my dad will come and try to calm me down, telling me its nothing. Thats cuz he doesnt see it, but i do..

this went on and on.. sometimes twice a week, sometimes 3 times a week.

i was going crazy.. i didnt tell anybody in school, i was afraid they'd think im psycho.. only my family knew about this.

was i sick?

sometimes this happens in the afternoon when i was napping. ok im pretty sure they're not nightmares.. it was as real as fuck. This thing that disturbs me.. sometimes shakes the bed and make me wanna puke.. sometimes just holding me down.. basically makes me lose my mind.

this went on for about a year.. and there was nothing i could do.

so my mom decided to get a priest/pastor to come, and pray for me.. and pray for our house.

and fortunately.. after that afternoon when the pastor came, i was never disturbed ever again.

can somebody explain this to me? was i sick.. or was i going through puberty..? lol or was i mind-fucking myself..

...bye!

p/s.. the picture is totally unrelated..

Man's best friend.

We once had a doberman when i was about 9 or 10 years old. His name was Jimmy.. that was 8 or 9 years ago(the dog in my picture is not jimmy). My dad loved him.. and one thing about dogs, their life span is only up to a maximum of 10years or so...

anyways.. when Jimmy turned 9 years old.. He became weak, really weak.. and we discovered some blood stains on the ground.. and we called the vet to come over to have a look. Unfortunately.. Jimmy has a tumour growing ON its neck. We didnt see it earlier..

The dog was in critical condition.. it could barely move. We couldnt do anything. The Vet performs an operation in our backyard. Jimmy was crying.. we could see the tears. There was alot of blood.

My dad started crying.

it was the first time i saw my dad cry. i guess i was old enough to tell that my dad really loved Jimmy. and moments after my dad started crying.. the rest of the family started crying too.

the vet told my dad that there is no hope for the dog. There was only 2 options left, 1 is to let it die a slow and painful death, the other option was the put it to sleep.

my dad chose to let the dog live for as long as possible..

Few days later.. as my mom went to take a look at Jimmy, Jimmy stood up and walked towards my mom, to let my mom pet him. After my mom pet him, Jimmy walked towards the far end of my backyard.. and layed down.

and he never woke up..

My dad got home from work and started digging a grave for Jimmy. It took my dad about 2hours or so to dig a grave big and deep enough.. i couldnt help my dad, i was too young..

Dogs are indeed..a man's best friend.

...bye!

mismatch.

these pictures make me happy.. ;)

if u look at it from a different view..

adam lambert of american idol.

is adam lambert.. gay? well.. personally, i've seen his gay pictures. where he was kissing with another man. and dressed up like a lady. but to mee... he has a great vocal && i think hes gonna be the next american idol.

ok IF he was gay, why did he pretend to be straight on the show..

okay first of all.. i have nothing against gays. they're fine with me. im not a hater, i dont hate gays. its tolerable. its acceptable.

so IF he was gay.. why did he pretend to be straight?

its cuz i think he knows that hes not gonna get much votes if people knew he was gay. Thats one thing about people.. too many haters watching the show.

if you live in america, and u watch american idol. would you have voted for him if you found out he was gay? if you'd still vote for him, then ur a good person. if you wouldnt vote for him anymore.. then.. lol.

people really should start accepting other people for their differences.. yeah?

lol if i lived in america.. i'd vote for him.

ohh and.. Scott is out.. :(

...bye!

i'll be there.

have you ever came across such situations where.. you REALLY needed help, or you really needed somebody to come over to your place, to talk.. or any situations similar to this. and you call your friend.. and ask if he/she could come over.

and your friend tells you "i'll be there"

if at that moment, you feel like you have some great friends.. you feel like you are truly blessed with amazing friends who will be there for you, who will come to your rescue.. if thats how you feel at that very moment.. then we are the same, you and i.

"i'll be there" consist of 3 very normal words. "i'll" , "be" , "there" .
but when put together.. its a very powerful sentence. yeah?

same goes to "i miss you"

and also "i love you"

to me.. "i'll be there" is just as powerful as "i love you" and "i miss you"


..bye!

in one hour..

in the past one hour u probably spoke 2500 words if u were allowed to.. blinked about 500 times and your heart pumped 2 tons of blood, and u lost enough body heat to boil 2 pints of water.. n ur fingernails grew 327th of an inch..

12,000 new born babies.. 2000 of them are most likely chinese. 2000 couples were married.. 1300 couples were divorced.. and the earth travelled some 60,000 miles in its orbit.. lightning struck at least one person or building somewhere.. ships sailed 6 million miles.. planes flew 11million miles.. and a snail probably moved 30meters..

60mins.. 3600 seconds..

and in this 60mins.. i couldnt stop thinking about u.. n i fink.. it'll be the same in the following hour.. n the next hour that comes along.. n the nex.. n the nex..

..bye! :(

beautiful lesson!

the girl in the picture is Katie Kirkpatrick, she is 21. Next to her, her fiance, Nick, 23. The picture was taken shortly before their wedding ceremony, held on january 11, 2005 in the US. Katie has terminal cancer and spend hours a day receiving medication. In the picture, Nick is waiting for her on one of the many sessions of quimo to end.

In spite of all the pain, organ failures, and morphine shots, Katie is going along with her wedding and took care of every detail. The dress had to be adjusted a few times due to her constant weight loss.

An unusual accessory at the party was the oxygen tube that Katie used throughout the ceremony and reception as well. The other couple in the picture are Nick's parents. Excited to see her son marrying his high school sweetheart.

Katie, in her wheelchair, with the oxygen tube, listening to a song from her husband and friends.

At the reception, Katie had to take a few rests. The pain do not let her to be standing up for long periods.

Katie died.. fives days after her wedding day.. watching a woman so ill and weak getting married and with a smile on her face makes us think.. happiness is reachable, no matter how long it last.. we should stop making our lives complicated.

my sister forwarded this to me.. and i find it really amazing. it could be a fake.. but i personally believe that this is real. so i thought i should share this with you guys who haven't seen this.

could you smile knowing that ur gonna die real soon.. ? hard k? k

bye!

a trip to the ZOO!

elephants.. ;D
forgot what they're called.. ;D
a huge cat.. ;D

guess whats this animal xD n no, its not a deer.. :(
&& this is something u dont see everyday

haha me ivan crys and sara went to the zoo yesterday and it ROCKED. BIG time! The last time i went to a local zoo was when i was form2 or form3.. and it sucked ass. it was located somewhere in papar.. n theres only like a few kinds of animals. Ostrich, some bear, some snakes and.. some more birds.

so like when someone suggested that we go to the zoo.. i was like "nononononoo... it sux" but then i was convinced to go, and it turned out to be great! the new zoo is located in lok kawi.. and its big. me n my friends went at around 2pm, and finished seeing everything at around 4. 2 hours of animals.. thats, alot lah ok. haha

u guys should really really go check it out someday.

oh && theres like so MANY different kinds of animals there.. n like half of em are those rare animals.. like u nvr see before bah. haha.. maybe i sakai but wateva! oh and theres actually ALOT more pictures but.. tired bah wanna upload all of it.. hehe

so plz pls please go check it out.. its awesome <3

bye!

Rainbows..

its a picture of rainbow.. incase u didnt notice..

Rainbows. When was the last time u saw a rainbow..? or the better question is, when was the last time u saw a rainbow and went "WOWWWW... sooo nice!!!!!"

Ages ago ey? me too.. whenever i see a rainbow, i'd go.. "woowww!!! sooo nice!!!!" or when im in my dads car, and we happen to spot a rainbow while we're on the road, i'd beg him to stop the car for a minute just so that i can look at it longer..

and now it doesnt interest me anymore.. does it still make you go "wow" ? if it does, then good! haha some people never found it amazing to begin with. tat 1 i dunknow la..

k my point is

was it because when we were young and naive.. and everything we see, we find it amazing.. we'll fall for it.. issit becoz of that we find rainbows amazing..? Easily amused ?

if yes, then i wish i have a mindset of a lil kid.. i wish tat whatever i do, whatever i see.. i'd find it interesting. (except negative stuffz!) cuz i started feeling like life is so dull lately.. but i dont want to feel like that.. i dont find anything to be that interesting anymore.. i wish i do.

but a great thing happened today. I was going home today .. and i saw a rainbow! i was like.. "hah.. wow, a rainbow!"

bye!

love..!

i used to find some of the lyrics in some songs to be really over.. like, terlampau exaggerated bah. For example.. "Im so lost without you" or .. "the sound of your voice, thats what saves me" or like they say they're drowning in love.. or the love makes them go blind.. or their heart aches.. and stuff like that.

i used to find those lyrics ridiculous.. but then i realised.. love really does make a person feel those stuff.. like "Im so lost without you" couldnt get anymore true. its not just a figure of speech.. think about it.. say u just broke up.. or your gf/bf went overseas.. to further their studies or sumtin. Dont you feel lost? dont u have that uneasy feeling, you feel restless dont you? you dont LITERALLY get lost, but you feel lost.. :(

"the sound of your voice, thats what saves me" is not over exaggerated as well.. i mean, sometimes when you get in trouble, or you just screwed yourself real bad, you messed things up.. and your loved ones come up to you, or give you a call and tell you it'll be okay, giving you confidence.. and make you feel important and special, dont you feel saved?

and alot more ! but if i were to list em all down here.. can write book liao..

haha.. im not sure if im making much sense here.. but i just felt like sharing a lil bit.

bye!

p/s .. theres never a day gone by where i didnt think about u.. not one.

would you hug a homeless person?

this is extracted from the book entitled

"holding on to your faith even when God doesn't make sense"

Mr. Krebs and his wife have a 21-year-old son named Chris, whom they had been advised
to abort when still in the womb. They chose to give him life, and he was born with cerebral
palsy. He is also profoundly retarded. His parents do not regret their decision to bring him into
the world, because they believe that all life is precious. They are thankful for this son, who has
touched their lives in warm and wonderful ways.

"God has used him as he is", Mr. Krebs said.

Then he described something that happened when Chris was just seven years old. He said, "my wife worked in a hospital at the time, and i had taken Chris with me and i waited for her
in one of the family rooms. There was another man there who was not well dressed and, in
fact, was a little smelly. I went to the nurses' station to ask how much longer my wife
would be, and when i returned, i saw Chris sitting by the man. The man was sobbing, and
I wondered what Chris had done to offend him. I began to apologize.

"I'm sorry if my son offended you," i said.
"the man replied, 'Offended me? Offended me? Your son is the only person who has hugged me in the last 20 years!"

"I realized at the moment Chris had a more Christlike love for this man than
I did."

I agree whole-heartedly that there is no "junk" in God's value system. He loves
every one of us the same, and He uses each person, even the profoundly
retarded to acomplish some part of His purpose. He will also use your pain,
although it is not always immediately possible to interpret it.


walao.. dont u just love to read stuff like this? mmm! me too k?!

u got read o not 1 o... ngai..

bye!

slum dog millionaire, marley and me , curious case of benjamin button

Slumdog Milionaire.
this movie won like.. a few oscars and u wudnt be suprised that they did if u watched this
movie..

my friend christine actually told me about this movie.. n my first impression towards the name
of the movie was like.. "erm.. sounds....... pretty kewl.." like not rili interested bah!
but then i saw the trailor on the internet n it seemed pretty good! so i bought the dvd.. (pirated)

&&&.. if i were to rate it on a scale of 10, i'd give 11.. i rili liked it. its great.
this movie is about a slumdog.. n he went on the "who wants to be a millionaire!" show in india.
and and and.. haha no more spoilers..

its seriously too good. go!

Curious case of benjamin button!
its an awesome movie.. its just.. i mean, its a very different movie. if u have no idea what this
movie is about, then keep it that way and go watch it. it'll be awesome.. n u'll b WOW-ed.


walao.. WALAO. haha dude.. this movie is like so friggin awesome k? k

i mean, srsly.. its a movie about a married couple and their dog.
sounds super boring? yeah prolly. that was what i tot when i first saw its banner in centre point..
haha i went to watch it with marcus n kerry! n the best part was.. WE ALL CRIED at the ending!

haha enough spoilers. u guys hafta watch it, please!

have u ever smiled at a stranger before?

hi..

anyway.. a few days back i was walkin home from school. and i saw my neighbour watering
his plants outside his house. so i was like.. "maybe i shud wave at him or smile or sumtin.."
so i did. when he looked at me as i was passing by, i looked back and smiled and i waved.

he looked like he just won a lottery.. he was like (O_O"). then a few seconds after the
awkward moment.. he smiled n waved back.

LOL. then we talked to each other..

*in chinese*
Neighbour : wah walking back from school ah?
Me : yalor haha, no car to use..
Neighbour : oh ic ic.. where u studying ah ?
Me : IS.. its at sttss.
Neighbour : oh my son goes to sttss.
Me : oh ic ic.. hey were u shocked when i smiled at u? >.>
Neighbour : hahahhaha ya ya sorry sorry. Cuz people in this neighbourhood dont really
smile at other neighbours.. so i was pretty suprised.

I thought i had bad breath.. or a really strong body odour when he gave me that response when i smiled at him. hahaha but it turns out.. he was shocked to see me smilin n like.. say hi to him.

Do u know what this means?!?! it means people should start bonding with their neighbours!..
infact.. people shud start being nicer and more polite to strangers.. not every tom dick & harry
u see is a criminal.. dont judge a book by its cover bah! especially on the road.
its actually kinda easy.. n it woudnt consume so much energy bah..

&&&... say thanks to those kakak in the kedai kopi.. whether they serve u drinks or food, or gv
u back the change, say TERIMA KASIH ! maybe some of the kakak dun giv shit if u say it..
but some of em wud really appreciate it..

haha so like.. whoever reads this bull-crap, MUST greet or wave or sumtin to ur neighbour tomorrow.
K? k.

plz lah.. ngai.

bye!

RANDOM pictures time! lol

check this out..
air asia plane crashed. nvr knew? cuz they sort of covered it up.. why? lol, business purposes
theres like a thousand people there.. kewl
amazing what people can do with a single sheet of paper huh?
u dont see this everyday right?
isnt this the cutest baby ever, ever?

accidents happen

now.. this is what i call a masterpiece ;)
lol isnt this the funniest thing ever

check out the window



hahahah man whoever made these things.. i love u k? haha yea mistakes come n go.. so
dont feel too bad when u've screwed or messed things up.. at the end of the day, it'll b history.
and u can always look at the positive sides of the accidents or the mistakes u've made..
take these contructions for an example.. they're messed up, but they can make people laugh..
hahahaha man the toilet 1 cracked me up xD

haha toodles!

do u know?

do u know why sometimes u can b REALLY sad? do u know why sometimes when u start crying,
it feels like it'll never end, and ur tears just keep coming? do u know why sometimes u feel like
the saddest person EVER even tho sumtin small jz happened..?

thats because u've had really great times before.. u've experienced happiness. u've been thru great moments with ur family and frens.. give a child a lolipop, and take it away after awhile, it'll cry right? say u've never given it at the first place, the baby will have nothing to cry about. its the same concept here..

so dont feel too bad.. shit happens all the time.

hey guys.. i moved from xanga to blogspot cuz xanga is by far the laggest thing on earth. so here!

raymond, virgil, vincent, terry, ahliang, me, nick and ivan at d bottom

PAINTBALL ;D

ok seriously, paintball is alot of fun! its located somewhere at lokawi..
and its not too expensive for a once-in-a-blue-moon thing.

(for the guys) u know how sometimes u wish u cud hold a real gun and shoot people after playing CS or left 4 dead?

yeah hahaha it feels awesome playing it.

to play paintball, its pretty simple. just divide urselves into 2 teams, and the objective of the game is to eliminate everybody on the other team. once u get shot, ur out. and once ur out, jz step out of the arena for abit and wait for the next round to start.

before i played paintball, i felt like the bravest and toughest guy holding the paintball gun.. then when i stepped into the field.. a lil bit of fear caught up with me.. seriously, cuz nobody wants to get shot right? and when the bullet hits you, it'll hurt. as in, REAL bad. haha yea ofcoz u'll b provided with body armor and a helmet, but the armor doesnt fully protect ur body. there's still vulnerable spots, say.. ur armpits, neck, etc etc.

and when i stepped into the field, feeling scared, i tot of the people who actually fought in real wars.. they seriously have BALLS. k? k. i mean.. i was holding a fake gun, shooting paintballs, and im scared. and these people who were in the war was using REAL guns.. omg.

anyways, its a MUST-TRY thing so please try it!

heres the contact number of the person incharge of the paintball thing in KK.
0143539102.. i forgot his name so yeah.


thats all for now ;D